I can't even put into words the emotional roller coaster of today. I was so thrilled to have "EXCELLENT!" bloodwork and to be officially pregnant. After months of prayer and waiting.
Then, an hour later, I was crushed to learn that my sweet friend is at the end of her life. There are no words . . .
She sent me a card the week of the embryo transfer saying she was praying for us and that things would work out. I'm so glad I was able to tell her, among other important things, the good news today. Her prayers were part of the many that carried us through . . .
I have lived the cycle of life today. I experienced the indescribable joy of new life. I have grieved the end of life. And the meeting of the two was painfully bittersweet.
TWO!
7 years ago
Oh, Mare! I'm SO excited for you, but my heart breaks for you as you grieve your friend. Oh my! I'm thinking of you. This is never an easy experience . . .
ReplyDeleteThoughts and prayers are with your heart! Love you!
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